Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Ugly Angels




Your so beautiful and you know it... The way you attract men using your beauty is a powerful tool...but can they see who you are? Do you want them to see who you are? Or do you hide behind your beauty to protect your heart? Your an angel to me, the sight of you makes me warm but when you open your mouth I feel pain, low self esteem hidden under the diva female ego "I don't need a man" but you use your beauty to draw them in like moths to light...fueling your ego, hiding behind your power, your afraid to show your inside....because when they see the inside they don't like it so they focus on the outside....you grow lonely and cold to the world thinking all men are the same...but yet you fit all the stereotypes of what a man "dream" about sexually but he would never take you home to his mother...you grow bitter, no scars on the outside, but scarred up in the inside.... You are ugly now because you didn't find balance in your mind, body, and soul... You were one sided, letting men use you but you THINK you are using them....you think you are on top of things... The more men you let in the more feathers your wings lose...an ugly angel you have grown to become...cold, no emotion, no passsion, just using your power to attract thinking your getting over only to be losing your wings... And grown old and lonely... Ugly angel it's time for your to fly away reach out to another angel and hope they don't drop you....angels with weak wings are heavy


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8 comments:

EeshBeesh said...

WOW! This was really good! This sounds like me in some aspects. I know I have problems within and my outer appearance attracts guys but I put up guards to keep them from seeing the inner me. I know the things I deal with so now I'm working to make positive changes and as I progress I slowly knock down those bricks one by one....this was really good! THANKS!

Chandra said...
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Chandra said...

I 2nd that......WOW!!! VERY DEEP and a great food for thought!! Thanks Miya!!!

Anonymous said...

How does an angel with a broken wing mend? How does one who has become jaded in this world we call life transition from the never ending fight of adapting to society without becoming consumed with society.

You are spot on-having embodied (in my days as a crab in a barrel) MANY of the characteristics you mentioned it is refreshing to hear from the inside of a man. I am surrounded by women who invest more time and energy into selling their representative that they have lost sight of who they are. It saddens me but I can't teach self worth to one who doesn't recongize worth self.

Perhaps their is a haven for a weak angel afterall at the end of the day it isn't the face paint or the handbag or the facde but the strength that we all carry inside but mask because it is easier.

I like this post a great deal, it's honest and thought provoking. I wish there was a way to rescue the beautiful dummies in the world.

M.Chang said...

You saying this as a man has so much more of a valuable impact than me, or any other woman saying it.

The world needs this kind of insight, this type of honesty...a verbal revolutionary you are...

Until pple, or in this case...women, can address the root cause of their coping mechanisms candidly, we will never progress.

Anonymous said...

Just becase "I use what I got to get what i want", doesn't make me ugly and I never said I was an angel. I just want the finer things in life and if some MAN wants to give that to me I'M TAKING IT! Why not? I was always told if you have a pussy you'll never be broke! I'm not gonna be a person barely making I'm gonna go for the money, clothes and diamonds. I'm an entrepreneur I choose my clients, hour's and fee's (hahaha). Hell you have men singing and rapping about "Its not trickin if you got", and on and on. So, I'm going to take what your trickin. I think I deseve it. I have been that good girl, or down ass chick or whatever you want to call it and as you can see it didn't work out for me. Now I'm going out for mine. Matter of fact I sold my wings before I got to max. Maybe one day I can buy them back...

iamararebird said...

Great interpretation of an ugly angel. I've been one. Thinking you can use what you have to progress when you are really destroying yourself. However, the ugly angel has another side. She wasn't born that way. Great post. Now we know how you really see us.

@MIZKAY84 said...

Very nice Miya. I like how you used that type of analogy to decribe the reality of things. My Tattoo looks just like that writing.. =) You are doing an AWESOME job! I dig that, powerful black man. keep it up! *Inspiration* Be Blessed! Support our People!