Thursday, November 5, 2009

More than one?












I'm not goin to drop every "man" secret online...the misunderstanding of Venus and Mars...and why men desire to have more then one female....I'm sure there is a woman out there with all the traits that men are looking for in one person...to be honest most men I know want a woman who is a like his mother, his angel, his ecsape from reality, his backbone, his whore, his queen, his best friend ,everything... But no human is perfect and we chase that perfect person our whole life, hurting our love ones on the way...nothing is worse than growing apart from your mate...and to numb that pain, you take things you like from each woman around you and create your dream... This piece I'm working on now is just that...a mixture of souls from different women in my past, present and future...I have a feeling karma will leave me a lonely old man like most artists....we will never be understood, we will be judged...and we will break more hearts due to this drive to create...is love enough to conquer lust, my passion to be free, my drive to die an artist legend? To know me is to love or hate me... I can live with both.. And I'm sure my so-called "sins" will inspire the women I hurt to be stronger or will she just give up and turn to the darker side....the selfish nature of man....

This piece is being created my plain ole "Bic" ballpoint ink pens


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8 comments:

samsstuff said...

You're creating an amazing piece & pose some interesting questions. There are no solid answers, but then, art doesn't have to bring answers, it should invite questions & thought.

Lynn said...

I am speechless, It takes a very Brave Man to reveal these truths. Thank you for saying what i needed to hear and we dont even know each other. Best Wishes on your journey.

Sole~Bound said...

damn Miya...her third eye just happens to be one of those creativity stars...
maybe cause you want her your perfect one to FULLY understand not just ur art, but the sacrifice of allowing it to be born??
her mouth scares me...maybe she's some soft spoken chick on the street world, but maybe you want her to speak the brutal truth and defend you, like a damn warrior or some shit... just remember to be this truthful with your daughters, so they may learn how to be the best of the best they were meant to always be, for themselves first, and then they can find their soulmates. Cos even tho I DO agree with you, I also believe there are people out here who already have thier soul's mate floating around on these streets somewhere... who will not ever judge them for their past, how many things they've done, choices they made, paths they ignored..the kind of love that is so deep the connection cant be destroyed thru distance, time apart, struggles, where forgiveness heals YOUR soul..
sometimes some of us already have that, but we're too stubborn chasing something we THINK is gonna bring something out of us, but really, we gotta be strong enough to let the walls down, strip down thru every imperfection, and allow the ugly nasty brutal truth to come forth..then we can appreciate our "soulmate" cause we have come to terms and are at peace with our OWN.
I find that men do want all the things you mentioned, but when you grant them that, some become scared and suddenly turn it against you, throwing shit in ur face at the first argument, cos they realize that the next man walking the streets of life in his search might just get a peek and want it for himself, and the threat begins, so the same men who build us up, try and brake our asses down, as not good enough mothers, or lovers, or friens, passing judgement, instead of being humble enough to realize the truth behind the old expression "be careful what you ask for", and yes, I agree with you , because if the woman arent prepared, they will either become stronger from a broken heart, or they will turn to "the darker side" as you mention, only sometimes to remember while deep in the shithole of deppression, who we truly are, who we were BEFORE him, before we felt the kicks in our belly, before the life..I believe when a woman is ready, she will finally be that star in someone's world, not because HE found her, but because she allowed the mate she was always meant to have, to WELCOME her, understand her, and love her, not just thru lust, but unconditionally, and even tho Im going on and on with this one, trust me when I tell you, my words are coming from the heart.. I thought I had to be so many women wrapped into one, only to realize I always was, but "society " makes us feel like we gotta draw "invisible" lines, be the mom at school conferences, the Im-down-with -you-chick when is time to kick it n roll up n puff, the Imma-freak -you-out lover, the professional working type,,, and before we know it we get so lost playing each role we almost become all those women with different intensity in each category. This is why I believe some women hate on other women so much, cos you get to the point where you gather them all back into one, and you face the world with one thing fueling your drive... having a daughter and realizing she needs to NEVER separate all her ways to please others, just to realize a man, her soulmate, is gonna want her WHOLE anyway.We decide they're sluts, bitches, and men chase that confidence, til it becomes too much of a threat.My problem is during these last 11 months of countdown mode I find it hard to brake away from certain men who feed me the shit I want, the shit he cant give me from where he is.. but him knowing he holds the key to my soul and only him, somehow glues it all together, cause in the end, I know if I ever fell into that darker side he'd be the only one right by my side helping me find the light to get the fk back out.Stay strong and keep writin Miya, you're the more understood than you realize !
Sole'

DJ ART said...

Yo thats some real shit I just hurt the women I love and felt like a fool the next morning. Im an artists my self a musician now its just me and my music and my trees. THis journey called life is crazy but having piece of mind is so much better than all the bs i went through.

The Reason said...
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The Reason said...

See the thing about it is that we know this and we love you so much that accept it...even though we don't want to...

Hooks said...

If a four foot three woman w/ no special talent can find her soul mate, so can you. Take your time, patch the wholes in your ship, and set sail again when the time comes. Evolution and progress are not easy and flat out suck at times, but is necessary. Please understand, I am not sunny bunny all the time! I am also an artist, but of a different medium and I do believe it can be harder for us. We see and interpret it/ things/ life in a different light. I don't believe however, we are distend to roam/ work/ create alone.

Patience said...

A soulmate is somebody with whom one has a feeling of deep and natural affinity, love, intimacy, sexuality, spirituality, and/or compatibility. A related concept is that of the twin flame or twin soul – which is thought to be the ultimate soulmate, the one and only other half of one's soul, for which all souls are driven to find and join. However, not everyone who uses these terms intends them to carry such mystical connotations.

Some people believe that souls are literally made and/or fated to be the mates of each other, or to play certain other important roles in each other's lives.

Who is to deny what is meant for them, people block their own blessings and mess up their own paths by letting the worldy views of instilling guilt,fear and obligation into their minds. Some think it is not fair...but it is real, and it does exist. Few find it, most dont. Karma comes to whatever is in your heart. Now ask yourself where is your heart scattered about? A peice here and there.

You give pieces of your dream to everyone around you with your Art. But what happens when there are nomore pieces of Miya to give away. Real Men/Royalty did not have ONE wife....they had pleanty, it is not fair to deny what is in you, what is in your blood. True Kings know their power in everyway. The women who are in your life will know that, without words. I believe in this, but I am on a planet with my own moons alone.