Sunday, December 6, 2009

My life is about to change...




I'm glad Nov. is OVER! That was one of the worse months of my life....I hurt a few people I loved & cared about...they said "karma" will pay me back and it did... I had drama with my wife, drama with the mother of my daughters...drama at the shop...one of my nephews got in some trouble...one of my daughters had issues at home...and one of my friends took money from me another friend is struggling in the streets...I do not want anyone to feel sorry for me, KARMA is my justice and I always learn from my mistakes...I know change will come and life will never be the same for me again...will I stayed married or will that chapter of my life end? Will I be forgiven or will I let the negative words get to me? Can I forgive my friend over money or will I distant myself from him? It's time for me to board my flight back to Atlanta... Goodbye Houston... Back to reality but it's not a negative thing... I KNOW Dec. will be a positive, beauiful month... I will welcome my new life with open arms in 2010... I'm thankful to still be here....God/Goddess is good...and the truth will guide my way.


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5 comments:

Sole~Bound said...

Miya.... Ur kids will never forget what u do.. The smiles u put on their mothers faces or the tears u provoke them to shed. Nothing else should matter to u but that. Money n friends who struggle n tAke it. From u that's just u being a rest stop in the road of THEIR journey. U are the architect in da design of ur seeds lives. If u n their moms parted or will part wAys (T) Then u owe the kids the best blue print . N I think by reading ur words during November ,not really knowin details ,I can feel ur hurt n appreciAte ur growth. N that's the foundation.now embrace 2010 with the kids in mind. That should b all that matters.they are the only ones who heal uS. If u need help ask them why they love u. When u hear it. U will forgive urself. Then u Will b able to let go n move on. I do it all the time.

Freckles said...

Speak positive vibes: I may have to dig through the bad days just to get to the good ones. And yes I may fall, I may tumble...but I will not crumble. Just be sure to stand and be open to what God has in store for you.

Peace and Blessings Brotha.

Anonymous said...

things will work out, just be patient. we go through things to make us stronger. as for your wife, u could have married anyone, but you chose her for a reason, remember that. yall have been together for a loooonnnggg time and that's rare in young black familes. couples go through growing pains, and grow apart sometimes, but it's worth the effort in these trying times, because trust me, there is nothing out there in the streets. you can look at her picture and tell that she is a strong woman, and has dealt with alot. also by reading your blogs i know she has your back, i can feel that. just be honest with each other and communicate. your wife is crazy gorgeous and has been there from the beginning, cherish that. im sure it's hard for her to be married to an artist and likewise im sure it's hard for you to be with a non artist, but you have to balance each other out. do what ever you have to do to make it work. as for your daughters, they are at that age when trouble comes, they need their mother at this age. just keep the lines of communication open so they feel like they can talk to you about anything. your baby mama will be more helpful at some girlie things, but don't let them hear yall argue, you really don't have to communicate with her too often, your daughters are old enough to call you on their own or maybe have a cellphone. just focus on them, you can elliminate the baby mama drama. as for your friend stealing money, i always say never mix business with friends or pleasure. you are only one person, you can't help or save everyone by yourself. you take care of your wife and three kids before anything else. i hope this helped, take care and remember, family first.

Me said...

Whew!! Your November sounds like my year; made my heart beat fast. What stood out to me is that in the midst of all the chaos you still forsee positivity in the future. Only a chosen few can do that; quiet as it’s kept, I think that's how we keep our sanity. I think things will align themselves accordingly due to you knowing that Karma does exist&becuz there is no person that you want to feel sorry4U <==those that misconstrue that I believe have malice objectives in life. *zipping my lips*

avee said...

You have to remember that God would never put you through situations that you cannot handle. The trials and tribulations we experience are necessary, otherwise how could we grow? I'm sure you can look back at many situations from your past that at the time seemed like the worst thing ever...but the point is you're looking BACK because you got through those situations. I'm glad you are speaking life into the better days ahead!