Monday, December 28, 2009

Love Again




We all know love hurts yet we all search for it...I have hurt women with love before...and I have paid for it...seeing her eyes full of pain haunts my dreams at night...I wish I could take back the hands of time and heal those wounds but I can't...No matter how different I am, I'm just a man... No matter what the people think about me... I'm just a human being...I can cause you joy and I can cause you pain....but all I want you to do is love again...I love you enough to let you go so you can find love in the arms of another man...I'm sure he can treat you better than some dreamy selfish artist can...the way I show my love is through paint and canvas...since you no longer trust in my words I hope you can feel my love through every painting, drawing ....every touch against your skin...every stroke is my soul telling you "I love you" but now you push me away and I don't blame you...I just want you to love again... Even if it isn't me your loving.... I just want you happy....your a beautiful soul and you only deserve the best...I just hope you think about me once in a while...because I know you can't be replaced...and I can only love you like an artist...a mind that's untamable... A mind with no limits..or boundaries.... And that's what causes pain...that's why I want you to Love again... I need to see you smile even if I'm seeing your smile from a far


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7 comments:

Sole~Bound said...

when a man has told me this before, I hated him, and I was extra mean, and he'd say arent you seeing how much I love you woman? that Im just trying to see you happy even if Im not that man who can give you what u need? why are u mad? why do you cry? please dont cry Sole', I HATE to see you cry..c'mon baby please dont do this shit,you got my head all fucked up.... and Id look at him aand say, cant you see I hate you and Im mean to you because I love you back so much I dont know how not to ??
now Ive grown. and I smile sadly, because had he not let me go, I would not be who I am now.but I smile sadly cause I know like he does, my love was the best, cause I know how to love from the heart.
sad post Miya, but strong.

Deanna said...

This is beautiful Miya. Good food for thought. To think that someone can love a person enough to let them go instead of unselfishly strining them along, that's true love.

s i n c e r e said...

Ok... Now see this one? This is some real stuff. This is love! Sadly, a lot of women don't appreciate when men are this real, or this open, or this honest.

When all you want is for her to be happy, even if she isn't with you, that's LOVE! Most people want a MF to get ran over when the relationship ends. That isn't love. Love doesn't do that.

I'm feeling this post dude, bc I know I've heart a few. I've tried my best to at least remain cool with every woman I've been with.

Me said...

Man MB that was deep...a homegirl and I are over here talking about it now...I think it's deep that You owned up to being selfish...we ALL are to some certain degree.

ivan said...

Miya, What do you paint with? Oils, acrylics? Your works always have a glossy look which I like. The nasty girl joint is off the chain too. I can tell you had fun with both...nobei

Michelle said...

Love your honesty and your willingness to show your flaws...not everyone is that open...

Anonymous said...

Alot of people look up to you all's relationship whether you know it or not. You are so open and honest about the ups and downs of marriage, and your readers appreciate it. We all can relate to something because no one's relationship is perfect, they may seemingly start off that way in the beginning, but we all know there will be disagreements, arguements, and ups and downs in any relationship, that's life. But the way that you truly love your wife, even after fucking up from time to time, is truly amazing! No one can touch that. Stop being a selfish artist and know what's important. A marriage is give and take. I believe things will work out. I wish nothing but the best for you guys in 2010.